Not Talking

So we normally talk every night which is awesome, but this weekend we didn't because you're in NZ and I was down at my grannies place. I was cool with that, but now that I'm home its not so cool. It feels weird. It's boring not talking to you. I'm not sure I'll be able to survive. I cant wait until Saturday for you to get back. I need to talk to you now, BEFORE I go insane. BEFORE I start to get depressed again. You're amazing at helping me with my depression and I thank you for that. If it wasn't for you telling me to stop, I would probably be cutting myself right now instead of writing this blog post about how you stop me haha.
I can never stop thinking about you. I know I always say that but I say it because its TRUE.
I miss you Jeremy. I love you and I want NEED to talk to you.

I love you.
<3 <3