How do you tell someone that it hurts when you don't want to let them down?
How do you hide the pain that you keep inside?
How do you tell someone exactly how much they mean to you?
How are you supposed to be happy when all you want to do is break down and cry?
How is everything OK?
How do I make this feeling go away?
How? Tell me how!?
I'm breaking down. I'm on the edge. I can't believe that this is happening. I can't believe that someone would do this to me.
How am I supposed to tell you what they want me to tell you when I don't even want to tell you?
How? Fucking hell, HOW!?
How is everything gonna to be OK?!
I'm not going to tell you. I'm not going to let people tell me what to say. Fuck this is my own life I do whatever I want. If I get hurt it's my own fault, not yours, not hers, no ones but mine.
Just ignore them sweetie. It's not what I want; it's what they want.
