Message To You

 Jeremy,

You weren't on the train today. You had a doctors appointment. I was fine. Until I sat in the corner of the train. I put my sunnies on and listened to my music real loud. You weren't there. I wanted to cry.

I survived the train ride home, just. I really wanted to see you there and then. I texted you asking if u were going to be on Skype tonight and how your appointment with the doctor went. You said that u will be on at 5:30 and that you have to have surgery in 6 months. I got home and I waited for you to get on. You got on at exactly 5:30 which is impressive. We chatted for a while which I was super duper happy about.

You had to go because you had to have a shower. You won't be on Skype for the rest of the night because you might be on the phone and your parents are going to talk to ur sis. Luckily there is still fb so we will chat all night, thats if you dont get side tracked again HAHA.

I just wanna see you all the time. From next week I will only get to see you on the train on Mondays Tuesdays and possibly Fridays, if I wait for you. And then we will talk on Skype but its not the same. I cant have you sit next to me and hug me on Skype. I can't lock my fingers between yours. It's just not the same!

I hope that next week I'll be able to go into the city with you and we can have lots of fun, without worrying that my parents will find out because they wont be there.

Miss you and Love you,

Jacinta