Well today was a good day. I got to see Jeremy again on the train. We sat next to each other and he put his arm around me and I held onto his hand and put my fingers in between his.
I was talking to him before on fb and I wanted to talk to him on skype but he was on the phone so he couldnt talk. He has now gone offline and has been for like 30 mins or so but I just wanna talk to him, I wanna send him a txt but im not sure if he's off the phone or not and I dont want to interrupt him.
So now I just feel like crying. It's weird. It hurts. My parents will be home soon so I don't want to. But its really hard to stop. I just wanna hug him and not let go. Never ever let go. He's the sweetest guy I have ever known.
Why do things have to be so hard? Why?
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